locked in a quantum loop, time is relative to the timed, either bursting supernova stardust rain on harried heads or aching radioactive decay meltdown gold to lead iiiiinnnneeeeerttttiiia diverted attention past today’s dangling parchment particles of previous agendas rewound and sent again in polished packages, tomorrow’s present of anticipation bound in recovered, recycled polka-dot paperContinue reading “reincarnation”

Maneuvering That Interview

Recently a younger trans brother of mine came to me to dump some pre-interview nerves. He and his wife moved up to the Puget Sound area a few months ago. They had a great opportunity that really benefits them and she finally gets to be closer to her family after many years here in Oregon,Continue reading “Maneuvering That Interview”


we were children of the night searching for the right path down the twilight cooled concrete skin of the city of sin lost amidst, within flocks of fortunetellers, fortune hounds, fortunate we didn’t drown down the sucking asphalt gullies of las vegas boulevard fremont, tropicana damn… we grabbed the future in careless hands reckless, standingContinue reading “adolescence”

Progress Log: Week 06

Weekly Weigh-In Surprisingly, given the previous week of rehabilitation from a neck injury, I remained at 250 lbs. I didn’t do anything special other than stayed in slight caloric deficit, and it wasn’t even an issue for me. It wasn’t the kind of caloric deficit that rewards me with weight loss, but I actually ateContinue reading “Progress Log: Week 06”

skyfire celebration – 1995

crested scravel hill as black horizon smudged against the sky charcoal rubbed to soft edges against a deepening cerulean backdrop… the first rose, graceful up above blown-ink treetops fat, effulgent orange chinese lanterns against the eastern mountain skyline cavalcade ensued in bursts of backlit magenta, canary yellow, azure blue flames grumbled in charcoal baskets burstContinue reading “skyfire celebration – 1995”